Wow-again I have not been back at this blogging stuff for a while. Thinking I may make some vlogs since it may be easier for me... hmm maybe. So really nothing new other than us STILL hemming and hawing about what we want to do with our license-foster care license that is.
It has really come to a forefront today, and a point of thorough discussion today. Our new license worker called.... yeah. She is coming to do our home check and have a chat with us. Great... She wants us to tell us about some people who continued to foster after adopting. Ok I thought. So I brought the topic up shortly after she had called over the phone with hubby. We discussed further this evening on our way to my in-laws home. I think we agreed but..it is gonna be hard. We need prayers people. We are saying yes again. But because I am super duper worried how it will affect my SON, we are going to very specific on what kind of a child we are open to. We are going to reduce our age range from 0-6 to 0-3. I also think we will take emergency placements. Some counties people get calls 24/7, but in ours we are able to choose if we wanted to get emergency placement. Early on we did not as we were not prepared. One munchkin down, we are more ready.
So there is a chance , how ever big or small, that we will get a call after monday.
I must say I am nervous. Nervous of a lot right now. How will I give my son attention affection... ect while I am caring for another one. How will I be when we have to say goodbye?
I guess we just need prayers. God called us to this to create a family. We are a family, so.... Ahh I just have a lot of thoughts/emotions going on now. Are we ready? I guess we are.
