palm to the face...

Seriously, why do I request info when I want to smack myself for asking when I get the news... Sent a heads up email to SB's worker. Asked anything new with visits. Yes um we have to do this than that and will deff keep you in the loop (shortened for confidentiality reasons).....great...   I guess I don't know how to deal with the negative for us parts of SB's case, and to many, the thing may not sound like much, but it is big for me right now. So we will see how this all goes... God I know it is confidential but a little more info would be awesome... thanks- from the mama taking care of SB.

SO I tried to suffice my glum mood by signing up for adoptuskids.org (?). Part of it seriously made me laugh.  They have to verify you actually have your home study-which we do...but they need to contact your worker to verify. Great-I don't think I will be hearing back in the 5-7 business days that my account was approved...the man does not get back to me with anything now in less than a month. Yes I did just say a month... Well I just gotta keep my spirits up.  We knew SB may or may not be a permanent placement, but these little things seam to effect my heart and I get somewhat emotional the longer he is with us.  Gah--I just need to let it go. Give it to God.  And as my wall says "He will bring us through it because He brought us to it"