Reality is setting in. String Bean came here on Sunday, and has been a joy since. I fell in love with him, the moment I set my eyes on him. He is not a fussy one, and is currently snuggling right by me.
Today we found out bio m&d got a ride to court, and gets visitation if she complies with the visitation requirements. I have said this whole time that I hope visitation works out. I am one of the odd people, were in the same breath I can say I love him to bits, and say that I hope his bio family gets their act together. I have originally thought that I would like to drive him to the meeting place myself, but now I don't know. I think I may be too emotional. I guess I worry that bio m will show and not feed/change him. I worry about how he will relate to her as he has been apart from her for a while. I worry if she really is wanting to clean up & is wanting to work to become a new person. I worry about putting myself through the stress of this and bio m doesnt show.
Hmmm, i guess we will find out soon, apparently first visit needs to be in next 5 days. I can totally see how foster parents say to keep detailed calendar! holy crud! Ok well off to enjoy my little guy as long as possible.
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