Hard Day

I really don't know why. I think it is a mix of things that are making me be more emotional.
It started as a rainy saturday, where I got to sleep in-yay!! My main goal of the day was to re-go through String Beans wardrobe to see what he has outgrown. He has been in between sizes the last month or two, so we have been going through his stuff every once in a while.
I did that, but it made me sad that he is growing so fast and I can't believe SB has been in our home for so long.
Also I have had thoughts of court running through my head. Hubby either making it sound worse (for us adopting) than it really is, or me over reacting... I am sure it is the later...but still.
Court was not what we were expecting it would be about is all I will say. Frustrating how slow it is moving.
ReU is likely with bd, but they have far to come. No actual order in place for ru.
And then after thinking about this for the last day and a half-I watch the blind side.

Praying people who read, I know you have prayed for us a lot, but I really need prayer for encouragement and to really rely on God, as he knows best, it is just hard to see SB not being with us. I have been ending these blogs with prayer requests, but this is a really hard place of life we are in.   We are trying to think positive, but also realistic and it is just hard sometimes...