Hmmph... I am having a hard time celebrating my friends placement. I know what it is. Lack of patience and slight jealousy.  I generally am a patient person accept when it comes to events and stuff.  I get my self over excited for what is to come.  I used to get sick before trips as a child, they thought I would use up all my adrenaline and then get sick. Yeah... not fun.

I really want to get the show on the road.  We have been through this process for almost the last year, and thats only the foster license process. That year does not include the year + that hubby and I have been discussing this as an option. I mean I was hemming and hawing about going to an RE a little over a year ago or just going forth with finding out about adoption. A certain someone I went to a retreat with knows what I am talking about.

Hmph - ok, any prayer warriers out there?? Please keep the hubbs and I in prayer, that I would find peace in our current place and that a child would be matched with us soon and that the child would be a good match for our family.