I have been thinking about you alot. I can't believe I have thought so much about a little boy I haven't met or have seen a photo of. Things seam to be changing. That or we are reading to much into what our worker said. We hope we get to meet you, but ultimately we want what is best for you little man! We know that if your pulled from your foster home you'll have a hard time adjusting. We know you wont trust us. We are willing to endure these if we are lucky enough to care for you. I have been praying for you, praying that God would do what is best for you.
I am having a hard time waiting to find out either way, having been bugging the hubbs so much about what he thinks. I think he is trying to tell me what I want to hear, but really I want to know what he thinks is going to happen. He has thought that we probably won't get you, but has also put our chances at 50-75%... so I donno. We hope to hear tomorrow... our guy said at earliest it would be tomorrow..... so we are crossing fingers & toes!
As hard as it is to hear. Remember that even if this kid isn't the one meant for your family. Whatever kid you end up with will be the right one for you and you won't be able to imagine it any other way :).
ReplyDeleteI know it's hard now that you can imagine him though.