It Has been...

Ten days tomorrow since we found out Spout would not be joining us any time soon. Four days since Sprout turned four. Three days since I said I had moved on. Two days since I met my new little nephew.  Today has been harder than I thought it would be. I have for the most part moved on, but I know I will hold a little piece of Sprout in my heart.  And really I don't know what I am upset about. The empty room?  The little PJ's we bought for him? The still "hidden" gifts we were planning to give him for his birthday or christmas?  Right now there are to many reminders of what could have been in my house.  I hope we get introduced to someone in need soon. Does that make me selfish? No. I just want what a lot of people have.... My day will come I know, I just wish it would hurry up!