Moving On...

Last week was one crazy week emotionally for me. More sad than anything.

As I had said from the beginning of learning about Sprout, we wanted what was best for him. Sure we wanted to  care for him, had the situation worked out. But from the get go we knew that Sprout staying with Fmom was probably the best situation for him.  Sure it was hard the first couple days of learning the way his case is going, but we knew with time we would move on. And we have pretty much.  I hope everything works out with Sprout & his foster family. I have let go of the possibilities and the hopes I had for this little guy, I have said goodbye to the thought. It was hard to pretty much go through the loss alone, but I have made it out the other side a stronger person.   I am looking forward to what child may come our way next.  I hope our wait isn't to long.

We are seeing our case worker next week for the monthly home check. We are looking forward to this because we think we are on either the wrong foster track or not all that we are willing to be on...if that makes sense. And also to get a little more info about Sprout's fmom's trial thing and what he thinks will happen. The only reason I say this is because I think they will come to us and ask again if Sprout's fmom does not win her case.  So I guess we have to be semi prepared of the tiny possibility.

So we are back to the waiting game. After having dipped my feet in the water of what can happen in the foster world, I'm ok with waiting until the right match has been found. I know God has a hand in it, and it will be in his timing.  Oh, also talking about God.... this past weeks service I totally could connect with. The title of the service was "Show Courageous Faith."  http://www.gocrossroads.net/messages.shtml  I encourage you to check it out!